Saturday, 11 October 2008
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mind ur own business!!!
i wanted something to write about n i finally got my wish. although it came with a price that i had to pay. such dilemma.
to make it fairly short i went to vegas with my bf. i didn't tell them that i was going with bryan though. (big mistake!) when i got back from the trip, first my mom's friend told her that her son saw me at the airport but wasn't sure if it was me.
then a couple of days later she told my mom that i went to vegas with my bf and that her son saw us. my mom later asked me if this was true. of course i denied it, saying that the lady's stories don't add up---she was telling one thing and days later saying something else. i was very much upset n bothered by this. i called bryan right away and told him to do something about it because the nosy lady's son knows bryan n he hung out with us in vegas. bryan told the guy to tell his mom that he saw some guy with me n he thought it was bryan when it wasn't. the guy then said he would take care of it which made me n bryan believed that everything was going to be ok. (initially, i knew this guy would rat us out but bryan insisted that the guy keeps mum about things)
yesterday, the nosy lady came over to my house n told my mom what bryan had said to her son. since then, there has been friction coming from my mom towards me. today when bryan came over, my mom sat down with bryan and stated that she knew about everything, even the phone call that bryan made to the nosy lady's son. she wanted him to admit it otherwise she would be very upset with him. being pulled into a predicament such as this when he first walked into the door n sat there alone with her, bryan felt intimidated n cracked under pressure. his replied was "if i admit it then mindy would be mad at me n if i don't admit it then u would be mad at me."
i felt like a part of me died when i realized what had happened. how can i ever face my mom again knowing that i lied to her, betrayed her trust, disappointed her greatly? the shame that she endured as her "friend" told her about my n my bf going together to vegas, the humility she faced because she tried to explain to the lady that i went to vegas alone, n the torment of having the lady taunting her about my story. i hate bryan for wanting the hang out with that ass in vegas, hate that ass for telling for his mom about me n bryan, n most of all i hate the nosy lady for sticking her nose into other people's business.
i can't believe how nosy people are, especially this particular mother n son. why can they get a fucking life n lay off my business?!



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