Thursday, 21 August 2008
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get over it!!!
life would be so much easier and better if i didn't care n wasn't too damn curious.
this morning, i went to a friend's page. she posted pictures of her and some friends at the club. lo n behold, i saw pictures of my ex n his current gf dancing at the club. i kinda hyperventilated. patrick is such a contradicting person, when he was with me he said that he liked girls that are natural with no makeup, aren't into shopping that much, blah blah blah...the down-to-earth type. when we were together he didn't care about his outward appearance, shopping, clubbing, or drinking. now he's like a totally different person, i guess the influence of a special woman can do that to a man. i wasn't fortunate back then. at the moment, i wish i could forget him.
looking at those pictures made me realize that i don't have friends or been hanging out with them like i used too. i used to invite people n do group activities but after awhile i didn't bother doing that anymore. y should i make all this effort when people stop including me n bryan.
i need a slap in the face to bring me back to reality. need to tell myself to get over it. none of this should bring me down.
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Comments (1)
it's funny how some guys can change to satisfy the wantings of their significant other.
do know this, and he's in one of the following:
a) he's heavily infatuated and is at best doing all that he thinks he needs to be doing, all the while losing grasp of his "self"
b) he lied to you, and chances are--if he can maintain a relationship with a lie--he's lying to his current gf and most importantly, to his own self.
either way--you're better off without him